My fight 'til the end....

Wag Ka Ng Umiyak
Sugarfree

Wag ka nang umiyak sa mundong pabago-bago
Pag-ibig ko ay totoo
Ako ang bangka
Kung magalit man ang alon at panahon
Sabay tayong aahon

Chorus:
Kung wala ka ng maintindihan
Kung wala ka ng makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin (kapit ka sa akin)
Hindi kita bibitawan

Wag ka nang umiyak mahaba man ang araw
Uuwi ka sa yakap ko
Wag mo nang damdamin
Kung wala ako sa iyong tabi
Iiwan ko ang puso ko sayo
At kung pakiramdaman mo'y
Wala ka ng kakampi
Isipin mo ako dahil
Puso't isip ko'y nasa iyong tabi

Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin (kapit ka sa akin)
Hindi kita bibitawan
Hindi kita paba-bayaan (di kita paba-bayaan)
Kapit ka... kumapit ka...

As of this moment, I feel a real great pain in my head probably because I haven’t got enough sleep and I have to work on a night shift so I have to fight for this damn called dizziness. Anyway, I heard this song before and saw the video for quite few times already and I would say that Sugarfree is one hell of a genius writing this one. I don’t know what’s inside Ebe’s mind when he wrote this nor his feelings when he made this but what I can say is that he feels a real great feeling that a truly, madly, deeply in love person would feel for his/her partner. I even almost shed a tear when I first heard the song for it really captivated my feelings as well. Aarrgghhh…if I made it first I probably have my wife on my head while working on this one because I wanted to tell her that after all those foolish things I have done in the past still I wanted to say I LOVER HER and that I will never let go of her no matter what happens. Regardless if she has problems of her own, this song will tell her that I’m just here by her side supporting her and give her the love and respect that she truly deserves. I remember that time when I did a foolish mistake that I almost lost my family (kids and my wife), that time when I looked at my wife crying every day and night, and it crushes my heart so bad that I wanted to reverse everything as quickly as I can. But of course, things are not that easy to say and undo; mistakes happens and I have to learn from it. May not be easy for me but I know that I have steps to take in order for me to reach that great feeling of Nirvana with my family. This song also reflects an idea that a man will never leave that one great woman of his life even though the whole world has taken its back on her. That the man will stay forever on her side and grow with her, die with her. I guess that’s the way I wanted to live right now, not with somebody else but only with my wife. It’s just awful to realize that even if she has the chance to see this, I don’t think it will change the reality that I broke her heart and her trust reason why I have to prove myself to her again. Somebody even told me that if I do really love my wife then I have to eat my pride, take the step #1 again and be patient enough to the consequences of my stupidity. I just hope that I still have the chance to win her back again not only as my wife in-title but as my wife as a whole. My best friend, my partner and my everything….

Just hold on wacky, we are getting there...