Office boy working in morning shift...so boring

Updates...well not that much good thing as I can say. My Lola is still ill and things are getting worst this time. She is out of the ICU yet most of her systems are failing and now her blood pressure is going down which should be good but not for it crosses the border of a normal measure. I really wish "BRO" can do something about it or even at least ease the pain that she feels right now.
On Wednesday, I'll be attending the graduation of my eldest daughter and I'm very much excited to see her on stage, getting her diploma (certificate) for completing Kindergarten level. Flashback!!! Hahahaha...I remember when I was on her age, I used to join contests and received the Most Outstanding Student award for the whole Kinder Class in our school, same school where my eldest is right now. That was a little bit of a pressure for that brings out my parents having high expectations on me for my upcoming grade school years. I actually told my daughter that I don’t care if she is in the honor list or not but as long as she has good grades then I’m good with that. I really don’t want my daughter to feel the same pressure that I have felt before that’s why I really don’t want her to be in the honor list. For me that doesn’t make any sense, after all the real fight is in college. I don’t know what gift I’ll be giving to my eldest for I’m really broke right now but of course as parent I know I should do something about it and so I could show her that I acknowledge her perseverance and hard work.
Honestly, I really wish I can have both my kids be transferred to private schools for I know that the way of teaching private schools provide is higher or let say better than way teaching is being done in public. I don’t know if you agree on that but I’ve experience that before and I’m telling you, there are some times that I really wish study on a private school. Well, they say that this is usually nonsense for everything boils down to the child itself which I find to be fair enough fact.
Ah, its 4:30 here and I feel a small pain in my head for I’m fighting my sleepy feeling here in the office. I really don’t want to smoke that much for that wouldn’t help at all. I just want to take a nap but I can’t do that on my station for there’s a lot of EXPATS walking around came all the way from Siemens Germany. What a bad day?! Well, I better finish this for now…..